I think i'm going to make a mess out of my life. (26th Apirl 2005)

For some time now, i'm not really sure of wat i'm suppose or should do. i think i'm old enough to make my own decission but i don think i making any progress or acctually moving foward. everthing i not going according to plan.      God will u mercy on me o Lord. Guide me throught this life. i'm so lost right now.